Yeah, about ten years ago I started streaming tabletop games and made a Youtube channel around it, found my best friend of the last decade that way... then about three years ago we transitioned to reacting to anime instead. Just last week, unfortunately, my co-host and best friend decided to move away from online content in order to focus on other things. So, in addition to not having anyone to share what I've built with for the last ten years... the person I've been spending all my time with these last ten years is gone. So, now I'm just depressed with no one left to talk to and all the old places I used to haunt becoming just as quiet.